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[04 Nov 2007|03:37am] |
40 secrets about yourself.
be honest no matter what.
1. have you ever been asked out?
Yes.
2. where is your default picture taken?
Mike's house.
3.what's your middle name(s)?
Alice.
4. your current relationship status?
single..
5. does your crush like you back?
I believe so. :O)
6. what is your current mood?
Bored but happy.
7. what color is your underwear?
Blue.
8. what color bra are you wearing?
Black and pink.
10.if you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
Letting certain people get away with things.
11. if you must be an animal for one day, what animal would you be?
I would be a bird so i could see the world in a different view.
12. ever had a near death experience?
I don't to think or write about things like that.
13. something you do a lot?
Work sleep and laugh.
14. the song stuck in your head?
Brand new, Seven times seventy...
15. who did you copy and paste this from?
Rachel.
16 name someone with the same birthday as YOU?
Randy and ryan...
17. when was the last time you cried?
Good question.
18.have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Yes.
19. if you could have one super power what would it be?
Truth detection.
20. what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Smile, Eyes.
21. what do you usually order from starbucks?
White macho frapp...
22. what's your biggest secret?
Secrets are just things you are ashamed of or things you regret. I tell all my friends everything.
23.favorite color?
Green.
24. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Not shows but but movies for sure.
25. what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
NOTHING.
26. do you speak any other language?
Little bit of spanish.
27. have you ever got caught sneaking out of your house?
Nope.
28.if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
Bewildering.
29 when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Today.
30 have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes.
32. what are you thinking about right now?
Friday...
33. who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
No comment.
34. have you ever done stuff with a guy/girl when you knew they had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Hope not.
35. do you like working in the yard?
Nope. I would if i had my own yard :O).
36. if you could have any first name in the world, what would you want?
Madison.
37. do you act differently around the person you like?
Not Differently. But Not the same when i'm with the girls.
39. ever been to court?
Guilty.
40. last thing thing that made you cry?
I miss my grandpa everyday that goes by.
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[04 Nov 2007|02:59am] |
1. The status of you and the last person you texted?
Erica. My best friend.
2. What's bothering you right now?
The fact that so many people have little to no morals.
3. Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?
Thats what i'm talking about.. Who does that??.. Not someone with morals... lol
4. What is in your wallet?
Well... Let me see. Money, I.d, Credit card, Debit card, Kroger card, Blockbuster card, and my friendship card from liz.
5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop?
A picture of Erica and I.
6. Background on your cell phone?
Cherry coke logo!
16. Listening to?
Edwin McCain/ I'll be.
17. Have you ever kissed anyone named Chase?
Not that I can recall.
18. What do you smell like?
Ralph Lauren.:O)
19. Eating?
Nothing I'm full from Mir's house. lol (good times)
20. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
My pets! (Piper, Gentry, Texas, and Keegan)
21. If you could change something in your life, what would it be?
I would get rid of the people that just bring me down and upset me, and spend more time with the people that care about me and make me smile.
22. What do you wear to bed?
Depends on the mood and setting. ;O)
23. Do you remember your dreams?
Yes. Well at least I try to.
24. Who did you last sleep with?
Dustin :O)...
25. Have you ever been gambling?
I think...?
26. What's something you wish you could understand better?
People that do things wrong and have no remorse... How do they live with themselves?
27. What did you do last night?
Well Mir,Meg and I pigged out and played rummy and the guy game..:O)
28. Who do you miss?
I miss my grandpa, helen, katie hodges, marin and agnes.
29. Who is the last person you hugged?
My mommie... YOU KNOW IT!!
30. Do you keep up with MLB standings?
Nope can't say I do..
31. Who was the last person you went somewhere with?
I went to hard rock cafe with dustin on friday.
33. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
Guilty...
36. What was the last thing you drank?
Monster...
37. Where were you at noon?
In my room in my own little bed!
39. Do you like someone right now?
Yeah..well what I know of them.
40. Are you bored?
I wouldn't be doing this if I wasn't.
41. What is the last movie you watched?
Office space..
42. Name three drinks you regularly drink.
Water, Monster, Soy milk.
43. What are you excited about?
Monday?
44. Do you want something you can't have?
Dont think so.
45. Who was last to slap your butt?
My bff sean :O).
46. Where was the last place you went?
Mir's.
47. What's on your mind right now?
Lots..
48. Have you cried recently?
Nope. I keep getting happier actually.
49. Do you want to be in a relationship right now?
Yes.
50. And why?
I like being able to share my laughs and smiles and caring for someone that way.
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[07 Sep 2007|04:32pm] |
title:words unspoken.
I can't sleep tonight
with all the words in my head
trying to make out some meaning
of this mess i've created
living the life i thought i wanted
turned into the worst one yet
its written in stone
and there's no way out
words unspoken are the ones that matter the most
hidden messages in the tones of your breaths
thriving for that little piece of glass
to pierce your emotion and let it all spill out
torn from what i really feel
and given how i'm told to
held hostage from my own two hands
not letting anything out
screaming for survival
or something to help me overcome
what i know needs to happen
words unspoken are the ones that matter the most
hidden messages in the tones of your breaths
thriving for that little piece of glass
to pierce your emotion and let it all spill out
once its over with what will i have to show
a broken promise i didn't think i was capable of
a tear forced from my eye
in fake sympathy for the monster i have come to hate
confusion is tripping me
up and down a over grown path of my future
when all i want is to find the sun
words unspoken are the ones that matter the most
hidden messages in the tones of your breaths
thriving for that little piece of glass
to pierce your emotion and let it all spill out
wheres he now
i've worked so hard
i can finally scream it all out
let him look in my eyes and see him as mine
and in that moment i will see a clear path of happiness
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its unfinished but almost there
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[06 Jul 2007|01:46am] |
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i think now is time for me to sit back and find what i'm really looking for?... all this time i think i have found people out... they always turn around and become something different. i trust to easy and i need to learn to hold a front. but as a good note i'm bringing the people that are worth trusting back into my life. i don't know why or how they got out of it but i'm making sure to pull them in close and not let them slip away again. good friends don't come around often.... i find my self trying to rush into things. i always seem to try to grow up to quickly and i don't know where my motivation is coming from but i'm not so sure its a bad thing. i guess it could be because i could miss out on allot of things other people around me are going to go threw that i'm going to skip willingly. but i am who i am and if i'm motivated to keep goals i should go for them. as should anyone. maybe rushing to the future helps me get over and forget the past.... maybe its where i think i will find comfort... all i know is that i'm ok with skipping things because i wont mind much... goals for myself are as i said keeping people i can trust close and fighting for what i believe in while standing up for myself..... i think i will be more happy with myself when i say what i mean and stop holding words back that need to be said... i believe allot of my weakness's were built when i held back what i wanted to say or do and now is the time for me to let them out. i have been working on this lately and its starting to work. slowly... but i'm working on it. while doing all this i try and tell myself i know how i feel and i'm happy but am i hiding something from myself am i pushing away what i really am....i will be testing in the next few days and my life may change shortly.. as long as theres no rejection.... hmmm
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I'm pretending to know how i feel. And I'm ignoring what i really want. But when you know thing shouldn't be and you want them to be what is there to do? smile and let it pass by.. or try for it with all your effort.....
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[24 Jul 2006|05:24pm] |
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so this sumnmer has been going pretty good i guess but i would rather be other places right now.
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[24 Apr 2006|06:16pm] |
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All that matters is your own opinion of yourself. If you feel you do the right things then that's what matters.
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[13 Apr 2006|02:00am] |
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I'm loven it!
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| Best friends means I pulled the trigger |
[22 Feb 2006|12:29pm] |
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Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes
~~~Best friends means you get what you deserve ~~~
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[31 Jan 2006|11:01am] |
This weekend so awesome. I had a great time. Besides the phsyco people that made things kind of bad... but actually it was funny watching her beat herself.... anyway
i saw a movie on friday with my girls!!! EM DAWG AND MEGGERS. lol hot tub crew.
saturday i worked all day. then went to state and saw marin that was awesome and then i got to go hang out with some cool peeps and watch someone ruin there self... and then sunday i worked again.
i can't wait till February 17!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!
i love you meghan and emily!!
and michelle and erica i miss you.
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[31 Jan 2006|11:01am] |
This weekend so awesome. I had a great time. Besides the phsyco people that made things kind of bad... but actually it was funny watching her beat herself.... anyway
i saw a movie on friday with my girls!!! EM DAWG AND MEGGERS. lol hot tub crew.
saturday i worked all day. then went to state and saw marin that was awesome and then i got to go hang out with some cool peeps and watch someone ruin there self... and then sunday i worked again.
i can't wait till Feburary 17!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!
i love you meghan and emily!!
and michelle and erica i miss you.
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[29 Jan 2006|07:16am] |
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i just wanted to say that you dont have to deal with what you do deal with..... because you haveing a good life matters more.
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[24 Jan 2006|03:45pm] |
*~*Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.....*~*
For the love of having lots of friends....
G-unit OUT!!
p.s
You need Money to call someone Honey.
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[23 Jan 2006|01:30pm] |
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This ones for the girls who you can take home to mom, but wont because its easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship. This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that hes just not ready, hes just not over her, hes just not looking to be tied down. This is for the girls who believe the excuses because its easier to believe that its not that they dont want you, its that they dont want anyone. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone to cavalier to have cared in the first place...
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[22 Jan 2006|09:10pm] |
Words of advice...
When you like someone tell them.
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[22 Jan 2006|01:04am] |
Lesson of the day:
NEVER LIE TO THE PEOPLE THAT MATTER.
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[16 Jan 2006|04:29pm] |
lie awake
things will be better the moment you cant wake up
by the way
when did you realize we're better off without you
you'r lying tongue cant spit filth now
my how the weather changes
hiding your knives behind your back
to strategically place them in mine
when you get home...we are now severed
the glass has been broken for the last time
pulling your tongue til it rips from your face
you've always been ugly but not as nauseating as you look now
i hope you slit your fucking wrists to save me the effort of writing your suicide note
your inspiration world of lies
i see your failure in my eyes
tears burn an open wound
burn away the memories of you
tip toeing to avoid your selfish sob story
after everything we've been through
we've got to crawl...crawl back on our knees
you left with everything you ever wanted
you left us and now you get two thumbs up
you're gettin two thumbs up
you get an F for effort
no more sunday migraines
your eyes will forever sulk with all you've burned down
you think your're so cool now
cause she left you now
and left you crying to yourslef
and i cant help but laugh because you brought this on yourself again
in this clip theres 13 ways to say your're sorry
well there's nothing you can say to repair all the damage you have made
all in all you'll never follow through with it
won't you share your revelations
your're ugly and no one likes you
STOLE THIS FROM SOME IAN KID.
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[14 Jan 2006|10:49pm] |
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I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!
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[11 Jan 2006|02:50pm] |
"Get Over It"
Lot of knots, lot of snags,
lot of holes, lot of cracks lot of crags. Lot of naggin' old hags,
lot of fools, lot of fool scum bags.
Oh it's such a drag, what a chore... oh your wounds are full of salt.
Everything's a stress and what's more, well it's all somebody's fault.
(Hey!) Get, get, get, get, get over it! [x3]
Get over, get over it.
Makes you sick, makes you ill,
makes you cheat, slipping change from the till.
Had it up to the gills... makes you cry while
the milk still spills. Ain't it just a bitch? What a pain...
Well it's all a crying shame. What
left to do but complain? Better find someone to blame.
(Hey!) Get, get, get, get, get over it! [x3]
Get over, get over it.
Got a job, got a life, got a four-door and a faithless wife.
Got those nice copper pipes, got an ex, got a room for the night.
Aren't you such a catch?
What a prize! Got a body like a battle
axe... Love that perfect frown, honest eyes...
We ought to buy you a Cadillac.
(Hey!) Get, get, get, get, get over it! [x3]
Get over, get over it.
DKG
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your so gross it makes me laugh.
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